Regretted chatting with him through msn.

I can deeply felt i havent let go. I actually knew the reason.  

I cant help it for feeling not satisfy being treated like that. Being used. Being cheated. Being dumped. Being insulted. Being taking for granted. I should meet him up, and clear up whatever i'm not satisfy. Why? Why he haunted me again and again and again? Why? I hate him so much. He ruined my life. He polluted my whole life. But he never admit he got anything wrong with him. I hate him. Bloody hell. How i wish to run him down with my car, no with a big truck ensure he die oh no a lorry ensure he half die. I shall never ever let this man affect my life again. Damn!! I really regretted knowing him. i thought god send me an angel to me, but bloody hell, he's nothing but worse than a demon.

The day after yumcha with him, i asked him out again. I was so bad that i lied to him that my cousin want go clubbing but dangerous if only 2 girls going, then he agreed to go. But then later my other cousin brothers came to join us. I pretend drunk when i heard Angeline said that i'll miss him. Again lepak till 4am only reached home. I'm going to die, so many days been sleeping less than 4 hours.

Thursday, i again lied to him that i need to go back IMR to save my data coz my pendrive kena virus. So we went back IMR together. But then he suggested we walked around starhill and lot ten after that. We walked around from 4pm till 11pm. I really dunno what is he thinking. He's the one who doesnt want to leave. And end up he missed the last bus and i have to fetch him back to kepong. Then went to his house played with his dog, bibi and her puppies. haha so cute lar.. feel like steal one back home..